like always

hm today was ok i had a good day i guess. i picked up a pennies with heads up and put it in my shoe. Pe was fricken cold and the wind hit my neck so hard i couldnt turn to my left and at brunch rachle massageed it for it but it looked liek she was like yeah doing sumthing else aha. In history i was mad because we were playing this game n my team was russia n fricken no one would make an alliance with russia grr. then at lunch i finally brought money i ate like a savage. ER i forgot to bring a shoe for mrs. romero class so she would give us candy oh well i'll just get 6th periods candy, wut they wont knoe wont hurt them. OH math was fun me n my childhood friend were tlaking about how we made out with posters when we were little , yeah it was sad we made out with it so much like the poster had a hole in it . -_- then after school i saw "him", man he is so cute, but sadly i dont think he would ever go for me i think he proabbly jsut think of us as friends but i dunno. teresa wants me to go to sadies cause she is going and she wants me to ask "him" . i would hella ask him but yeah i hate rejection, i's teh suckiest thing int he world. oh yeah my dream i had last night was the shit, i had a dream me n him were hugging for a longgg ass time it felt hella real but then i woke up cause my moms voice was liek wake up. man imm like lacking in school so much and im getting hella lazy but i relaly wanna do well in school ;/. hm angela jsut called me n asked if i wanted to do drivers ed during feburaru break or spring break. hmm i dunno which one. but yeh im liek obessed with my tamagotchi it;s helal fun i swear.me n rachel are planning to throw vy a sweet 16 party n i have a list of shit we can do but milpitas is geting kinda boring it's liek been there done that kinda thing.ohh my new year resolutions is  t do helal ebtter at school, helo my parents out more and be less bitch because i can be such a friekcn bitch. yeah im jsut gonan try n be nice to everyone. hm thats it im go watch tv and make a wish at 11:11 like always. i wonder wut i guy woudl think if a girl wished for him everysingle night.     

hmm lol this week hasnt been that good there is a lot of drama goign on n i dont wanan get involved. but wutever i learned this week that u cant just see a story from one side of it , you have to see the other's person side too yeah that is wut i learn this week with things happenin with my friends. n it is best to let things go when it is deal with already. also from wut i saw this week is to not spread things u are sure about unless u actually heard it from the person's mouth becasue u cant expect the truth from a person from hearing it from another person. oh yeah i also learned that dont start sumthing that u cant end casue when u say sumthing u gotta finish it.

oh yeah how was urr valentines day i bet it was better than mines . i be tu got more love then i did too. man i got rejected for askign sumone to be my valentine....... man i felt so left out i got no valentine n i got nothing really no ballon, flower, from a guy but wutever it dont matter anymore . i guess who needs guys .... i do lol. but i found out i wasnt the only one who didnnt have all those things but they were still happy cause they had there friends that when i realized y didnt i just ask a close friend to be my valentine. lol i guess casue i thot 'he" would have said yes.

hmm i still liek him of course n want to get to knoe he so badly but i dont know casue he doesnt look liek he wanan knoe me  but people told me before he wanted to get to knoe me but wutever i guess he has the lookes but doesnt have the personality well people warned me before that he had no personality n i should forget about him but i guess i was blind i guess now i can still like him but i really want him to be my friend that i can talk to and stuff but i dont knoe if that will efver happen unless he starts talking or i get him as a partner or sumthing in history class. yeah well i tried talkign to him n all i got were nods , n a hey or hi. i guess it wasnt meant o be but anything can happen. tho i thot he was a wishing start coming true but i guess wiishes arent meant to come true.

  <<< he is jeremy bloom umm in the olympics for USA he is doing free style skiiing dam he is so fucking hot i guess this is the thing that kept me happy this whole week i can go on saying how hot he is but u knoe lol

Hollaback Girl lyrics

Gwen Stefani

Uh huh, this is my shit

All the girls stomp your feet like this 

 A few times I've been around that track

So it's not just gonna to happen like that

Because I ain't no hollaback girl

I ain't no hollaback girl

 Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit

 I heard that you were talking shit

And you didn't think that I would hear it

People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up

So I'm ready to attack, gonna lead the pack

Gonna get a touchdown, gonna take you out

That's right, put your pom-poms downs, getting everybody fired up

 A few times I've been around that track

So it's not just gonna to happen like that

Because I ain't no hollaback girl

I ain't no hollaback girl 

 Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit

 So that's right dude, meet me at the bleachers

No principals,no student-teachers

Both of us want to be the winner, but there can only be one

So I'm gonna fight, gonna give it my all

Gonna make you fall, gonna sock it to you

That's right I'm the last one standing, another one bites the dust

 A few times I've been around that track

So it's not just gonna to happen like that

Because I ain't no hollaback girl

I ain't no hollaback girl

 Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit

 Let me hear you say this shit is bananas

B-A-N-A-N-A-S

(This shit is bananas)

(B-A-N-A-N-A-S)

 A few times I've been around that track

So it's not just gonna to happen like that

Because I ain't no hollaback girl

I ain't no hollaback girl

 Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit

o gosh imm bored and i have a new hair cut lol i think i look weird lol my sister thinks i look like professior snape from harry potter if u guys don't know him he is the evil teacher with the long black hair in harry potter lol....

well imm pretty pissed at sumthing........ but w/e i have better things to do. well what ever imm mad at it's and

i Just foun dout sumthing to day ..............

friends r the people u left behind for people u tho were cool, at the end u return to them, amazingly they except back , and u relize the true meaning of friends